Goodnight

Just here to say
Goodnight my love












Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Missing you

I miss you
I woke up in the middle of the night
With an empty bed
Missing your smell
Missing your touch
Missing your kiss
Missing you
I miss you so much
I just miss you so deeply

I love you
My husband

Goodnight

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

Another Day

Hi

How are you?
I hope you had a great day and evening
I pray that you will be okay
I wish that you can stop being angry
I am sorry that I have did bad things
I am upset that I cannot make you any happier
I am loathed at for what I behaved

Nevertheless,
I love you
It is okay that you don't believe
It is not okay
But it will be okay
One day
You will know
That I speak the truth
And only the truth
Is in me

Have a Goodnight

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

A rainy day

Gloomy day
Cloudy day
Rainy day
It rained all day
Never stopped
I did nothing much today
I had friends that came over to spend time with me
Nothing much happened today
A couple of bad dreams in the night
But nothing bad happened
I pray that you will be happy
And I know you will be


Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

One Day

Nothing more
Nothing less
Just need you to know that

I love you

One day
When you stop fighting
You will know then
That
I truly love you

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Canberra

People say Canberra is boring
No one should need to live there

And this is my Canberra, using my own eyes, to you









Without you
Canberra is nothing
Canberra was great
Because you and I
Showed others how beautiful it actually is

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

You are...

You are
A very intelligent
A very capable
A very charming
A very handsome man
You will succeed in every thing you do
And people will be lining up to you
They are probably doing it now already
And it's good for you
What am I to say anything right?
I am just an ordinary person
That got in your way
That may have
In a way
Helped you find love
Aside the anger
Sadness
I helped you find love
Love that you least expect it to come

I am nothing more than ordinary person
Unlike you
You have everything you want
And you will never lose
You always win
I don't mind losing
Because I need you more than you ever needed me
And I guess that's okay
That you will never know

You are an amazing person
And
I am
Nothing but an ordinary person

You are always my husband
That loves me deeply
And
I am always the baby
That never stop loving you

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Sea

Alone inside my head
I'm sorry
But I feel so lonely trapped inside my skin
It's colder when I breathe
I'm a ship that is out to sea
It is the way you move
It is the way you turn me
The way I sing for you
And all the sounds
Make you fall from all the ways that keep you far from me
And all I hear
Are the voices in the air that keep reminding me
You're all that is in my head
You cover up your feet
Walk away with me
The nights were lovely and the wind still blowing
You can tell me how you feel
You're not standing here
In fact
You're no where near
It is a dream
I'm having and I keep relapsing
All that is in my head

Loving you...

I am a good person
I love animals
I am a gentle person
I care for people
These are the few things that are true
Loving you
It is one of the few things
That I know is also true
Loving you is the only thing
That I know is right
That you are the only person I will love
I will always love you
Because you are in me
And loving you
Makes me an honest person
Sorry that I have failed to show you
But loving you
Makes me become a better person
Makes me become an honest person
Loving you
Makes me
Me
Loving you
Makes me believe
And loving you...

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

Raymond Loves Nicholas

Raymond loves Nicholas
That's the only thing that is hanging on
The only thing left that he believes in

"When will you be home?"
He asked
"...."
That is all he got
And so, Raymond continues waiting
He knows nothing
But only that he loves Nicholas very much
"When will he see it?"
He asked
"...."
That is all he got
And so, Raymond continues waiting
He knows nothing
But only that he loves Nicholas till after the end of time

Everyday, I think of you
Are you thinking of me?
Or am I gone
Like dust
Off your memories
Maybe I am just
...gone
But you are never gone
You are always in my heart
You are always everywhere with me
From twilight to dawn
You are always with me
I hope I am always with you too
I don't want to be gone away from you
But "...."
Is all I got
So
Raymond loves Nicholas

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

Many Things...

So many things I can say
So many things I have said
But it comes down to
I am truly sorry
And I love you forever
You don't need to believe it
You always think I am weak
It's okay
Because I am not
I love you
You are my only love
So many things I want to say
When you believe
And ask your heart
You will
One day know
That I love you forever

And only you

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Love

Love
It's so easy to fall in love
But how many finally understood the meaning of love
I was one
That failed to understand love
I failed myself so badly
That I finally understood love
And now
You my love
Are gone
Many people come to me
Claimed their love for me
But who really understood
What love was like
For me
For you
For us
If only they understood
They would know
That they are nothing compared to you
If only you knew
You would have understood
That I meant no harm
If only I was truthful to myself
I would have made you notice
How much I love you

I love you
It is something
That I tell you everyday
You might not hear it
But it's okay
Because I love you
And I will always love you
You might never know
But it will be fine
Because you're my forever
And I will always be your husband
One life time
There can only be
One soul mate
Lover
Husband
And
You are my
Soul mate
Lover
Husband
You may never know
But I am always yours

Forever,
Baby Raymond

Happy New Year

Nothing long today
Just a simple
'Happy New Year'
And I love you

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

For You.

There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now
Just don’t give up
It messed me up
But I’m working it out
And I won’t let you down
It’s plain to see
That you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
I was the freak
But thank you for loving me
'Cause you are doing it perfectly
There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I know you can save my life
So
Do not give up
I’m working it out
I won’t let you down

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

My Monster

Concert's in 2 day's time
And after that
I have another recital on the 3rd Jan '11
I.. am lost
I miss your greetings to me
I miss your luck
Please talk to me again
I love you
My Monster

Baby Raymond

I Love You

Hi Nicholas,

Just here to say
I love you
No matter where or when
I always love you
Even if you feel indifferent towards me
I will forever love you
I am sorry
That I failed to show you
The gentle, fragile and loving side of me
The real side of me
I am sorry
I am sorry I have hurt you
You will always be my husband
My man
I will treasure you
I will cherish you
And I will keep you safe in my heart
Sorry for the past troubles that I have caused you
I love you
Forever...

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine away

Love,
Baby Raymond

Believe

Please don't let this feeling end
It's everything I am
Everything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love
And now I can take the time
I can see my life
As it comes up shining now
Reaching out to touch you
I can feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love
And now I do believe
That even in the storm we'll find some light
Knowing you're beside me I'm alright
Please don't let this feeling end
It's everything I am
Everything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of you

In the Winter

In the Winter
I was struggling to pull through
I didn't know how I could possibly hold on
Then you came
Your hands
They were so warm
You grabbed my cold hands
Almost frost bitten
You held them tight
And brought me up
I felt your breath
I heard your voice
I smell you
You hugged me
To prevent me from freezing myself
Your love
Was more than greatness
I was too cold
I shut you away
Because I never believed in myself
But I believed that you will warm me up
And bring me closer to you
But when I cracked the ice
Reaching my hands to the outside world
I realise you are not there anymore
You left
Still
I love you
You may never want to believe that the ice has melted
But it finally did
And I do love you
And my heart was with you long before I knew where it was
It has been with you always
Even before I found it
So it's okay
I will forever be with you
Even when we're oceans apart
I love you
Sorry I have hurt you
But I love you
And only you

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Please Come Home

Please come back home
Will you please come back home
I am begging you
Pleading you
To come back home
Please come home
Baby misses you
And he loves you a lot
Please come home...

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Listen

Listen...
Use your heart and listen
Use your love and feel
I am that gentle person you knew
I always have been
Along the way
I got very messed up
So bad that my good side got caught up
Like a spider stuck within it's web
And slowly seeing himself decay
Then you came
You helped me untangle the web
You realised that there were many knots to untie
But you never stopped trying
I did
I stopped
Because I was scared
I was scared that
After breaking the knots
You will realise that I am actually not a spider
But a butterfly that flew into the spider's web
A butterfly that hated his life
And wanted to become someone else
So the butterfly stopped
He stopped struggling
He stopped struggling for his own life
And waited to decay
Yet
You didn't stop
Knowing that the web was venomous
You tried
It was the butterfly that let you down
It was I
That let you down

The gentle yet fragile
Has led himself down the road
He is still the gentle person you knew
He still possessed the beautiful soul
It maybe dimmed from the past events
But please don't lose hope
Because he will one day
Shine again
Turning into a star
He will shine so brightly
His hopes can spread amongst others around him
Leaving rainbow to every people he greets

Don't lose hope on this butterfly
Don't lose hope on me
Don't lose hope on us
For I love you
For what we have
For the strength we have
Don't give up
Don't walk away
Come back
For I am here
Waiting for you
You are the man
The butterfly struggles to get out from the web now
Flying to your side
And never leaving you again

So don't give up
Listen to the wind
Listen to the river
Listen to my heart
And feel my soul and love
For they were with you all these while
I am with you
Listen...

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond