Fear

When you first saw me
I was cold and pricked
But you always looked at me
The love you gave to me
Troubled as I am
I am scared
I am afraid
That you will leave me
Some day
One day
I cried
I cry
I feel alone
I feel helpless
How can I let you know
I am more than the smile and laughter you see each day
Everyday I see you
I treasure them
Though my heart cries a few
I want to be happy around you
At time
I would think inside me
Maybe to see you less
May I feel more at ease
No it doesn't feel any better
Not seeing you
Shall I be the one for you
I am hereby
Overwhelmed by fear

Bond

Your love
Impacted so much on me
Your deeds
Charged me with all
Never let me go
You promised
My heart teared
This drop I gave
Promise I made upon
Never will I desert you
For I fall myself
Into your gentle arms
Telling me
How you thank God for me
I look into you
And you say to me
Beautiful are my eyes
Here I am
Standing to you
Giving you
The brightest smile
The loudest cry
The laughable
The untouchable
Nothing much
Nothing less
Just the simple
Just the genuine me

Smiling to you
Gives me happiness
Whining to you
Gives me security
Laughing to you
Gives me warmth
Crying to you
Gives me comfort
You are
For who you are
For whom I love
For who we are
For we are one

My Surprise

At times people believe
Mystical happens alongside them
Showing them the everything they thought were myths
So much so what they expect
I have a better
I have Kenny by my doorstep
Surprise he got to me
Loved

The Wait

When I saw the skies are blue
The ocean green
The white winged flew above
I hear the wind
They say to me
Its okay, be strong
I see the clouds
They showed me my memories
I feel the Sun
He gave me warmth
I am just right here
With all I have
Waiting for your return
Back from where you took off
I never left
Just right here
At this very same place we knew each other
The love you gave me
The one you loved so much
Your beloved
My love
Us

It Is You

The Falls

I get so mesmerized when he smirks! =D

My Morning Is His....

I dreamt of you
And we kissed.

My Darling

He sent me this afternoon, isn't he cute? (=

For Good

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness for what you blame me for...
Well I guess there is blame to share...
And none of it seems to matter anymore
Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun (like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood)
Like a ship blown off it's mooring by a wind off the sea (like a seed dropped by a skybird in the wood)
Who's to say if I've been changed for the better?

Because I knew you,
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good

Miss You

Missing you
Much as the sky's degree
Loves.

Just us

My Journal

Feelings as it started
When the dark clouds moved away
I saw the tree open
The light shone through
Stars fall in the bright sky
Sun shining through the peaceful night
Life of the openness
We promised us
Like you promised me
As our vows held upon thee
The pale clouds
The flying doves
The everyday's you
The always me
The very us

The Thing We Have

Just my knight
Just his beloved
Always his
Always mine