My Comfort

Spent my time waiting
Thought nothing can come by
Despaired as it was
This man came by
Pulled me out this dark hole
Protected me from the vultures
Embraced with his arms
I saw his face
He was real
I was in the arms of an angel
This angel
Held onto
Loved into
This man
He is my angel

My love for him

Thousands of years
Human lived through their own
A year passed
How did we define
In his land
Trees whisper
Wind talk
That thousands of years have passed us
From the great within he left us
The rebirthed phoenix
The great cat
Sons of Adam
Daughters of Eve
Bestowed with benevolence
Promised us with his faith
We no longer belonged to us
As we are for one
For the great clear sky of heaven's north gate
Angels dancing with the wind
Mermaids flowing with the fishes
Fauns humming the lullaby
All of them
Back onto this mortal land once again
Light came back on us
Clouds
Sun
Ocean
The deep magic
With his son's words
Here we are
Onto this garden was once forbidden
Now
It is forgiven
The love with all embrace
Come back to me
My love ones
Shall I bethroned you
With the greatest glory
The fair
The just
The gentle
The valiant
Most of all
The purity
With these all
I shall have you
All of you back to my arms
Once again
The verdict has been written
Under his witness
Within his heart
For we are all one
One and for all we shall be


::Dedication of Easter::

Legend

In a land of no return
Time was not accepted within
Clouds were beneath step of paths
There once lived a queen
Windefelle
Beautiful as the angel's hymn
Elegant as the water flow
Lived by her gracefulness
The creatures of God's bestow
Angels of north heaven
There I was
In this land where Virgo brought me to
Looking upon the great warmth
I saw Windefelle
Her benevolence got me into peace
Here she came to me
Giving me three promises
"Dimmest and youngest star as he could be, will he be your most faithful guardian that protects you from absolute darkness"
"Heart of fire, though faint yet enough to keep you warm and be loved"
Last but not least
"The 'Meramenoid's Lullaby' I give to you shall protect you from all darklings from within and the faith we both remembered with the promise upon God's witness thousand years ago"
The three promises
Never shall I be disturbed

Lost Soul

It seemed so bright
Yet a little undone
It seemed so right
Yet a little too well perfected
The way it was done
Thou shall not thee
Which route did you show me
Shall I follow upon to thee
Looked upon
I took a step back
You questioned
I wish I knew
You wished I knew
Thought to be stolen
Yet it seemed returned
Thought to be unsatisfied
Yet given upon great satisfactory
Thought to be lost
It is still lost...

Lifespend

Indulgence
Isolation
Words of many
But lost of every
To whom it may concern
To whom it will be
To whom...

Forgiven

Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Oh, time has passed you by

For so long I've tried to shield you from the world
You couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away

For so long I've tried to shield you from the world
You couldn't face the freedom on your own
And here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you
Why did fate deceive me
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

:Within Temptation

Comfort

Look into the night sky
What do you see?
I see stars
Glowing dimly
I flew up into the sky
Looking for the brighter regions
Where stars shine brighter than anywhere seen on solid earth
The higher I flew
More stars I see
Like a blanket full of holes
Covering the white sky
I felt the resonance of earth’s heartbeat
I heard the voice from the great beyond
And I saw no one
But only myself
Up in the sky
Standing all by myself
The stars no longer shine
The resonance…
The voice…
Everything…
Gone.


Looking up upon
I ask God
When will you guide me back to your kingdom?
When will you bring me back into your arms?
I seek nothing now
But to stay comfort in your hands…

Emotions- hidden within

Snow fell upon me
I knew you wouldn’t come back to me
Wind talked to me
She told me not to give up
I looked at the sky and said
I’m scared


To see of what I see not
To seek for what I seek not
To love for whom I love so
To wait upon whom he will never come back
Faith
Believe
Distraction
Destruction
Saint
Devil
Alone am I
Take me into the dark
Take
Took
Taken…

Seek

What are we? Where are you? Who am I?
Why were we? Where were you? Who was I?
Where am I? Who are you? … What am I?

I see the sky in bloom.
I see the clouds imitating.
I feel the sunlight entering me.
I feel the moonlight embracing me.
I hear the wind playing mischievously.
I hear the air whispering to me.
But I don’t see you…
But I don’t feel you…
But I don’t hear you…

Walking alone in the desert red snow
I see no one
Stepping onto the earthly ground
Filling the air with noises
While the silence is slowly killing me
Who am I seeking?
Who am I looking for?
Who should I seek?
Who should I look for?
Where will I start?
Where will you be?

Time

Your face
I kept it inside my eyes
Your voice
I kept inside my ears
Your smell
I kept it under my nose
Your loved
I kept it inside me
One day if I die
I bring along your everything
I will bring it to heaven
And tell God
He is the man I love
The only I had and will only be him
Now and forever…

Freedom

If the sky was ever blue like the ocean
Where will you be?
If the stars were ever bright as the sun
Where will I get to see you?
If your existence meant my life
Where will I be?
The heart you see in me
What did I see?
The awoken memories...
Fragmented
When was the last time when I see the skies are blue and grasses are green?
When was the last time when I see you in my heart?
Forever seemed far to an end of a rainbow from the other
But it seemed ever nearer to hearts that speak of love
Frightened yet happy
Afraid yet impatient
Paranoid yet anxious
How are you?
I was fine....

Distant Promise

Thus the curtain closes on
Another tale an eternity has passed..
Fleeting dreams fade into distance...
All that I left now,
Is me and my memories...


But I'm sure we will meet again..
Someday, you and I...
Another place, another time.

It's just that we might not realize
That you are you, and I am me...


Let us open the door to the great unknown,
Come across another reality...
And live another today...
Even when the story has been told,
Life goes on...

Until we meet again,
Take care of yourself, my love

Forever yours,


Raymond

Question? Or Answer?

If you asked
I'd been there
If you had never tell me anything
I would never know anything
Space I give you more
You abused me more
Certainty of expectations
What do you think I am
I am not even what I am to be myself
And I have to learn to be you
The stars I see
Fell upon skies of universe
The sunshine I feel
Fell into deep dark ends
Trying so hard
Falling so high
As if I did nothing
Five senses
Broken
Emotions
Abandoned
To be a question of an answer
Or an answer to a question
Remaining in silence
Stay
For the sake of being
Cold

What do I do

The sky is clear today, very clear
But why do I feel the emptiness filling up in me?
Why would the sky be clear today?
A strange feeling called upon me....
What do I do
I just felt, sad
I am feeling abandoned...
Why do people coe and go?
Why do people that I loved have to leave
Why can't I have more answers than questions?
I am but living in a world of stupidity
To whom may it seem bright
I see nothing but the emptiness out of me
To whom may it seem so strong
I see myself so weak, so fragile
What happen to me?
Why did it fall upon me?
The sky is so clear today
I don't want to be alone
I'm, afraid
I am scared of being alone
To be controlled by that over whelming darkness
I beg not
I don't want fear
I never wanted
What do I see?
What will I seek?
I don't see my future in myself
I don't myself in me, anymore
What have become of me?
What turned me
What did I turn myself into?
A person that fear upon himself
Eventually causing it to take him up
Bit by bit
Leaving him nothing but, again
The emptiness
What will I turn into?
The sky is so blue
My heart
I don't feel rhythm
I don't see colours
I don't hear voices
I lost nothing but myself
The sin
The deed
The saint
The devil
Nothing is all
But the emptiness that starts the world with
Seek of what I never know can come to
Should I continue to hold on to this faith?
Or should I believe in you
I am confused
Contradicting fear I say
Show me what's to and not
Love me...

To Wait...

Waiting for you
Standing at the port way cliff
Did you know
Or did you not
To see the doves fly away
To see the whales sing in harmony
I see the rainbow descending from heaven's south gate
I hear the wind coming from heaven's north gate
I smell the glorious scents right from heaven's east gate
I feel the warmth bestowed to all from heaven's west gate
But I don't feel your presence
Standing
Hoping
Just hoping you would return to me
Embrace me once more
Till the rock may one day decay
I shall wait upon the rest of my life
Because
I see you in me
Because
I hear you voice in my mind
Because
I smell your scents around me
Because
I feel you
In my heart....

Vague Memories

When did the sky turn blue?
When did the rain start showering?
How did I end up here?
Faraway I saw a castle
A castle with thick haze surrounding
To where should I head to?
To whom should I seek refuge?
Black snow fall upon thee
Here I ask again
Where is he?
Where is he who called upon my name
To keep me awake
But here again
He left with signs of grieve
Thee who holds the capability to subdue me
Leaves thy falling into deep sleep once more
Where is he?
Where are you?
Where was I?
Where am I....

Murderer

''When love died
The few, spurting drops of his passion
Proved more than enough
To fill to overflowing
The reservoir of her resentment.
A shared moment of joy
Stretched into an infinity of regret.
And so she refashioned
The dart of her love
Honing the blade edges
To paper slicing sharpness.
Secreting far from sight
But always close to hand
The stiletto of her revenge.''
Will I become like this one day?
If ever I become like this
Kill me...

Why did you do this?
Why was I kept vulnerable?
To the wind I could not feel the breeze
To the sea I could not feel the flow
To the person I could not stop thinking
Orion, always shining brightly
Always there
Shining beautifully yet beyond reach
I don't want to be like that
I just want to give away everything I have now
In exchange of the ordinary life
Give me of what that I adore and envy of
Put me together with the ordinary
I don't want to feel lonely again
I...Never wanted to be alone
No longer will I want to be alone...again....

happy

At last, we got our photo shoot! haha. And I have decided to rename my quartet's name to Cadence Quartet(=

Apart

To forget his existence, or to believe that i can...
To pursue, or to let go...
To time where it never exist, or to infinity where love goes beyond boundaries...
If only he, only then I...
If only heaven, only then earth...
Till then, everything remains.
To reach, to touch, to be embraced.
To stay, to wait, to be loved.
Someday, one day.
I will stand beofre the big, proving them my existence is for real.
Iwill stand beyond the stars whom theysee not.
In one I touch, the sky beyond many earths shall love again...