No why, just this..

Hm..it's been so long since I really blogged. So many things in my mind, let's start with music then. I've decided to pursue my studies in Classical scene and not the Oriental. Many reasons. Many stories behind them- Bad ones. It's kind of stupid sometimes. Everyone is literally killing each other bit by bit. Not saying that I wasn't a bitch, but some are really crazy over being one. Just wanting to get you out of the 'stage' to keep themselves safe. Seriously, I think I only have 2 people I can really talk to- Wei Kang and Jing Xuan. Others, I really don't know who you people are or what you people want. Not saying Oriental stuffs' no good but taking it as leisure isn't that bad after all..Maybe its 'cause of Pipa. An instrument being so challenging, people learning it yearns to master it and hope to be the few best in Singapore or even further(if possible). Whatever it is. I feel happier now, without all these nonsense. Xueqi- till today, I still don't think you're someone THAT simple. Your positive character may trick others, but...don't use it on me. Michelle- I got nothing to say about you, you're not the worse nor the best. 'Cause you just brings your masks everywhere you go. Rachel(erhu)- You're just a fat bitch and hell you go with your boobs you butch. You can get whoever to come confront what I said for whatever I care. You make me puke, bitch. Kenny- Either you stay out of my life or I'll get into yours. Don't turn me into a bitch 'cause I'll be a VERY nasty one...
Lend my Pipa to Weikang few days back, he needed it for NAC Competition. I haven't been playing it for quite sometime, I hope he won't get disqualified due to my pipa(i'll be damn guilty). Oh well, best of luck to things you do. By the way, I think Weikang is a more tolerant person than I am. So people thinking that he is a whatever kinda person. I might be worse.
Jing Xuan is competing in NAC too..someone I once fell in love with before..haha...out of the point. Anyway, play well and get into finals ya? And did I mention you're getting prettier? Haha, I mean it(= -Hugs.
After taking lessons again with Luo Biao, was playing Schindler's List and we realised that my right hand's better than my left( have to do more finger excercises). He says its better cause majority of the violinist/violist doesnt have as much energy on the right hand even for those with Dips. And he said my vibrato has gone deeper, I was delighted(= Was playin Tchaikovsky Violin Concerto in D at home. I realise 3rd movement is easier than 1st movement(like wth?) Gonna practice with more with Belinda next week. Maybe Paganini? Haha. If only we could. Violin's fun, but too many people in Singapore playing it, real good. So I'm gonna major myself with viola. Yang lao shi said that there's Singapore Philharmonic Orchestra(Only heard of Singapore Phil. Winds) and she's asking me to join. I'll see if I have the time for it.
Lastly, I hope everything in my life is settling down now. I don't wanna go on an endless sea. Its tiring and meaningless. Everybody should be loved(=..Hope the new people i meet are really friends.