'Adultery'

I use to believe 'Forever' . Therefore i changed so much..In the past, everything that I had done for you...I felt worhtwhile as I ever did wrong to made you distrust me...Inside me, I'm always telling myself that its ok! I did wrong at first, so I'm at not right to be angry and all...But after knowing that u committed adultery, I start to wonder...should I be the one you should worry for, or are you the one that i should be worried for...You committed not only once but twice...Its an ultimate betrayal...If I were to describe my hatred for this kind of betrayal, it would be like how Satan hated the fact when Jesus was being crucified..To think that I will commit such fatal 'crime', it will be a joke..But you did, and...I....If you know you wil commit adultery in future , tell me now..at least I will feel better...Better than 10 knives stabbed into my heart...I want a Forever, but not with even one of these 'crime'...You wanted a Forever yourself before, yet you commit such 'crime', twice. And you tell me about a lifetime's partner?..Will you ever commit adultery again?..I don't know...Like what you said, the future is unknown..But please, please tell me now if you know you are gonna commit such unforgivable 'mistake'...I rather not have a Forever like that...