Emptiness

Its raining today...

I started pondering over many things..

Mainly over you...

Thinking how you felt about me..

Do I mean something to you...

Do I stand a place in your heart...

What am I to you...

Am I an ignorant kid to you...

Or am I just a passer by in your life that will soon to be forgotten..

Yes...I ponder over such problems frequently..

The more closer we get...

The more I feel that we are gonna part soon...

My love to you had become much more greater than before...

But I doubt you do love me....

Maybe I'm someone that you don't really bother much of..

An annoying kid that is always irritating you...

Always finding troubles for you...

I don't know...

I just lost again...

Stuck...

...Paranoid...