For you have wings
I was able to soar
For you have courage
I was able to confront
For you had love
I am able to move on
However far I may run
You will know where I hide
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every thought I rake
You were always ahead of me
Just in case I fall
So
Say you're home
And
I will come.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Monday, December 24, 2012
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Pacing the chase
Tonight is such a quiet night
My mind stopped
My soul is at halt
I looked at the brilliant, shimmering stars
They are not moving
They are not connecting to me
I am not connected to them at all
Everything is still
I have my five senses
But my sight does not see
I hear no sound
My nose does not smell
I taste no flavours
My skin does not feel
When did the wind stop blowing
When did I stop shining
I am still walking
Still chasing
When did the bird stop flying
When did you stop glowing
You are still walking
Still pacing
Tonight is such a peaceful night
Stop...
Chase...
Halt...
Pace...
It is a night
My mind stopped
My soul is at halt
I looked at the brilliant, shimmering stars
They are not moving
They are not connecting to me
I am not connected to them at all
Everything is still
I have my five senses
But my sight does not see
I hear no sound
My nose does not smell
I taste no flavours
My skin does not feel
When did the wind stop blowing
When did I stop shining
I am still walking
Still chasing
When did the bird stop flying
When did you stop glowing
You are still walking
Still pacing
Tonight is such a peaceful night
Stop...
Chase...
Halt...
Pace...
It is a night
Thursday, September 27, 2012
Not Okay.
Well
I am not okay.
All these times
I had to block it off
See pass these hard times
To tell myself
That it's okay
Today
I am telling you
I am telling everybody
Fuck it
I am not okay.
Just
Fuck it.
I am not okay.
All these times
I had to block it off
See pass these hard times
To tell myself
That it's okay
Today
I am telling you
I am telling everybody
Fuck it
I am not okay.
Just
Fuck it.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Friday, August 10, 2012
Shake it Out
When you fail to see the Sun from the clouds
When you fail to get up from a fallWhen you fail to show your emotions to the mass
What would you see
When everything turns dark
When nothing matters anymore
What then
Would you feel
And then
You remember that
The Sun is warm and strong
Although standing alone
She stands strong
And then you realised that
With every fall comes courage
And it only gets stronger
And this time
You finally feel
That fear is also an emotion
Only to make you your strongest
To bring you power
To feel
To bring you strength
To control
To bring you faith
To love
I see the light returning
While darkness goes back to hiding
I see everything stands clear
When nothing becomes distant
This is then
What I felt.
Tuesday, June 05, 2012
Walk

When time stops
The dark cloud starts moving in
As you see the sun kissing you goodbye
You know that the land is going to sleep
You know that the sea is whispering
And you know that
You are bidding your farewell
Brushes of fields
Gentling kissing your lips
Seeing an endless horizon
Going through the far end
And softly patting you from your back
When I see the red mixing the yellow
When I see the yellow mixing with the blue
When I see everything
Turning into nothing
Turning into a quiet dream
What did you see?
To all
To them
To he
To she
To it
To us
To me
To you
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Thank You
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for letting me into your world
Thank you for bringing me into you
Without you
I wouldn't have known what love is
Without you
I wouldn't have been so true
Without you
I wouldn't have been so clear
With you by my side
I could care less about the world
With you by my side
I could cry with a shoulder to lean on
With you by my side
I could walk till the sun sleeps
With you around me
I have become decent
With you around me
I have seen more than what the eye has to offer
I miss you
I love you
And you are the only one I love
It was you
It is you
And it will be you
It has always been you.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Be OK

Nothing special
But just to let you know
I am still here when you need me
Times may be difficult
But things will get better
Like we always know it
Eventually
You will be OK
I will be OK
We will be OK
Worst comes
If I cannot pull you back from the fall
I will fall with you
At least you won't be alone
So
Everything will be OK
Love
Ray
Monday, September 12, 2011
Sunday, September 04, 2011
Dedication.

When you first came into my life
I knew you were the best thing that could ever happen to me
You never left me
Everyday you looked at me
With optimism and smiles
The times when we play hide-and-seek
The times when we bite each others' hand/paw
When we shower together
Getting wet at the beach
The times when we always snuggled each other to bed
When you listen to me sing
When you listen to me practice
When you listen to me talk
When you listen to me shout
When you listen to my secrets
When you listen to my bad days
The days when you do nothing
But stare outside the window on my bed
While I lie down
And stare at you
The times when I would come to your bed
And cuddle with you
When the air is too cold
I would stroke your head
And sing you to sleep
You are my baby boy
And I love you so much
Although I am far away
But I hope you can feel my love
And feel safe
For I love you
And I am sure you know
You are with me
Everywhere I go
For you are my one only
Junior.
With lots of love,
Raymond
Saturday, September 03, 2011
Friday, August 26, 2011
A Circle
When you look at the stars shimmering
I will then hear a very faint howling
From far
I could see a mermaid
As she leaps through time
Finding her lost voice
When you throw yourself a pebble
It may skid pass a pond
Maybe three bounces
Maybe four
And then you hear it's echo
Listen
And you shall be heard
Speak
And you shall be loved
Hold
And you shall be given
Breathe
And you shall be remembered
Eternity in an eye of solemness
Solitude
Is it not a virtue of silence
Like the sun seeking a foreign land
When the land was never foreign to it's warmth
And thus
The new beginning begins
Let us all arise
Only to dive in
Farther
Deeper
Stronger
And Kinder
After all
Rest is all we need
And all we have is at rest
I will then hear a very faint howling
From far
I could see a mermaid
As she leaps through time
Finding her lost voice
When you throw yourself a pebble
It may skid pass a pond
Maybe three bounces
Maybe four
And then you hear it's echo
Listen
And you shall be heard
Speak
And you shall be loved
Hold
And you shall be given
Breathe
And you shall be remembered
Eternity in an eye of solemness
Solitude
Is it not a virtue of silence
Like the sun seeking a foreign land
When the land was never foreign to it's warmth
And thus
The new beginning begins
Let us all arise
Only to dive in
Farther
Deeper
Stronger
And Kinder
After all
Rest is all we need
And all we have is at rest
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
Sometimes
There are so many things
That I want to talk to you about
From how earth was created
To how many forks should we buy
Today
The stars are shining today
The air is quiet
And I just want to say
I love you
Nothing more
Just
I love you
Even if the sky falls tomorrow
The rock turns into dust
I will still love you
All the way
There are so many things
That I want to talk to you about
From how earth was created
To how many forks should we buy
Today
The stars are shining today
The air is quiet
And I just want to say
I love you
Nothing more
Just
I love you
Even if the sky falls tomorrow
The rock turns into dust
I will still love you
All the way
Monday, July 04, 2011
Sun and Moon
As the night closes in
Like the curtains closes from a concert
People start to leave
One by one
When they go
I see the stage lights dim
Like the stars
Shimmering faintly
But I know I always have you
Like the dark sky
The moon is always there
Whether raining or clear
You promise to always be there for me
Morning arises
And when the clouds shades the earth
People start to walk the streets
Looking everywhere
I couldn't seem to find you
My heart cries for you
And your ray of light
Shines through the cloud
Just like the Sun
I remember your smile
Your laugh
Your warmth
Your embrace
Promise to never let me go
That we are forever
Until after the end of time
How can I ever miss you in my life
For you are the one
The one and only
Never to leave me
You are my Sun and my Moon
I know one day
We will never go apart ever again
Forever love,
Baby Raymond
Saturday, July 02, 2011
Look To You
As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I am lost without a cause
After giving it my all
Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song
I look to you
Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door
And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm going make it
Nothing to do but lift my head
My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
I look to you
Heaven hear me now
I am lost without a cause
After giving it my all
Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?
I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song
I look to you
Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door
And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm going make it
Nothing to do but lift my head
My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you
I look to you
Thursday, June 30, 2011
If you drop a rock in a pond
You'll hear a splash
If you pull the bow on a violin
You'll hear melodies
If you wish upon a star
You'll hear your prayers
But if you drop a feather in fire
You'll hear something very different
I miss the times when we lie down
Looking at each other
Knowing that we are with each other
Seeing you wake up to me
Kissing onto my forehead
You are always the one
The one I will always love
Wherever I am
Eastern Sea
Western Woods
Southern Sun
Northern Sky
I am always yours
To love
To wait upon
To embrace
To come back to
For I love you
And only you I give myself to
One day
When you see the sky with blue stars
Then you will see
That our hearts are one.
You'll hear a splash
If you pull the bow on a violin
You'll hear melodies
If you wish upon a star
You'll hear your prayers
But if you drop a feather in fire
You'll hear something very different
I miss the times when we lie down
Looking at each other
Knowing that we are with each other
Seeing you wake up to me
Kissing onto my forehead
You are always the one
The one I will always love
Wherever I am
Eastern Sea
Western Woods
Southern Sun
Northern Sky
I am always yours
To love
To wait upon
To embrace
To come back to
For I love you
And only you I give myself to
One day
When you see the sky with blue stars
Then you will see
That our hearts are one.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Natural Law
When life becomes an uncertainty
We pray for salvation
We hope for the best
Little do we know
That obstacles are there
For us to leap over
And bring life back to a greater purpose
Like what I always picture when I'm on a horse
Whether if its jumping or galloping
Both the stallion and I knew
That there are always something better
Something greater in front of us
That's why we jump
That's why we run for it
Why do we fear
Because we don't want to lose what's closest to our hearts
If indifference was meant to be great
Then God would have given us no more than a piece of rock for his love
To those who seek the rain
There will be others whom seek the sun
And those that seek to be loved
There will be others whom rather be hated
In the end
We are nothing but living through the circle of consequences
Just like the Three 'R's
We reuse our emotions
Again and again
Just to seek that very comfort inside and amongst ourselves
We reduce our basic human instinct
Just so as to reach zenith
And to forget how much magic we are standing on
Finally
We recycle our memories
Just to bring in 'better' ones
Sometimes
Forgetting that we already have the best memory within us
This is then
Our Natural Law.
We pray for salvation
We hope for the best
Little do we know
That obstacles are there
For us to leap over
And bring life back to a greater purpose
Like what I always picture when I'm on a horse
Whether if its jumping or galloping
Both the stallion and I knew
That there are always something better
Something greater in front of us
That's why we jump
That's why we run for it
Why do we fear
Because we don't want to lose what's closest to our hearts
If indifference was meant to be great
Then God would have given us no more than a piece of rock for his love
To those who seek the rain
There will be others whom seek the sun
And those that seek to be loved
There will be others whom rather be hated
In the end
We are nothing but living through the circle of consequences
Just like the Three 'R's
We reuse our emotions
Again and again
Just to seek that very comfort inside and amongst ourselves
We reduce our basic human instinct
Just so as to reach zenith
And to forget how much magic we are standing on
Finally
We recycle our memories
Just to bring in 'better' ones
Sometimes
Forgetting that we already have the best memory within us
This is then
Our Natural Law.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Fall and Breathe

Humans
Made up of many imperfections
They smile
They love
They shout
They hate
After that
They all come together
Breathing the same air
So what do we do
We stay calm
And keep breathing
So to know that
When you fall
I am there to hold you all the way
And when I do fall
I will want you to be there for me
Even though the fall might be great
Your embrace will cushion it all
So let me fall into you
Breathe
And remember
We see the same sky
We step foot on the same soil
And
We breathe the same air.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
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