A Moment Like This

The love we share
Standing naked in front of us
In a lifetime to come
People wait
I always say
I have you
What is there to yearn
Every event
Every incident
Prove us
Our love is strong
That our love is undeniable
Looking at the beautiful you
Always remember
I love you
When I look at you
When I whisper to you
When this love have been decided
Since the day of births
Come to me
Let me embrace you
Because you have protected me
And because you are always here for me
I will become
Your once in a lifetime
And in eternity to come

Him

"Like a plant
We all need some space
The space to grow
The space to flower
The space to fruit
Though I know plants grow better
When they are together
You can't put them so close to each other
They are beautiful as themselves
Put them together and they look even better as a pair
But each still needs its space
Because they are still themselves
Lovely, beautiful plants
I want you to grow
I want you to flower
I want you to fruit
Because
You're my lovely, beautiful Raymond."


From him
The true love I ever found

Life In Me

I found hope
I found faith
Found truelove
You made it easy
You made it free
Its a secret
One day's heaven
Sometimes hell
Sometimes even angels fall
But that is the way it's suppose to be
For you found hope
You found faith
I made it easy
I made it free
Found truelove
You and I

Moody, hate it

The sky
The rain
The street
I see people walking along
Passing by me
Many of them
But none that I recognise
Strangers I see
Standing alone on the street
Rain fell onto me
The light seemed far away
The least visible
Drops I hear
Every tattering bit
No sun
No moon
Was it me whom lurched myself
Or the heart that left me lurched

Worn Out

I'm tired.

Fear

When you first saw me
I was cold and pricked
But you always looked at me
The love you gave to me
Troubled as I am
I am scared
I am afraid
That you will leave me
Some day
One day
I cried
I cry
I feel alone
I feel helpless
How can I let you know
I am more than the smile and laughter you see each day
Everyday I see you
I treasure them
Though my heart cries a few
I want to be happy around you
At time
I would think inside me
Maybe to see you less
May I feel more at ease
No it doesn't feel any better
Not seeing you
Shall I be the one for you
I am hereby
Overwhelmed by fear

Bond

Your love
Impacted so much on me
Your deeds
Charged me with all
Never let me go
You promised
My heart teared
This drop I gave
Promise I made upon
Never will I desert you
For I fall myself
Into your gentle arms
Telling me
How you thank God for me
I look into you
And you say to me
Beautiful are my eyes
Here I am
Standing to you
Giving you
The brightest smile
The loudest cry
The laughable
The untouchable
Nothing much
Nothing less
Just the simple
Just the genuine me

Smiling to you
Gives me happiness
Whining to you
Gives me security
Laughing to you
Gives me warmth
Crying to you
Gives me comfort
You are
For who you are
For whom I love
For who we are
For we are one

My Surprise

At times people believe
Mystical happens alongside them
Showing them the everything they thought were myths
So much so what they expect
I have a better
I have Kenny by my doorstep
Surprise he got to me
Loved

The Wait

When I saw the skies are blue
The ocean green
The white winged flew above
I hear the wind
They say to me
Its okay, be strong
I see the clouds
They showed me my memories
I feel the Sun
He gave me warmth
I am just right here
With all I have
Waiting for your return
Back from where you took off
I never left
Just right here
At this very same place we knew each other
The love you gave me
The one you loved so much
Your beloved
My love
Us

It Is You

The Falls

I get so mesmerized when he smirks! =D

My Morning Is His....

I dreamt of you
And we kissed.

My Darling

He sent me this afternoon, isn't he cute? (=

For Good

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness for what you blame me for...
Well I guess there is blame to share...
And none of it seems to matter anymore
Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun (like a stream that meets a boulder halfway through the wood)
Like a ship blown off it's mooring by a wind off the sea (like a seed dropped by a skybird in the wood)
Who's to say if I've been changed for the better?

Because I knew you,
Because I knew you
I have been changed for good

Miss You

Missing you
Much as the sky's degree
Loves.

Just us

My Journal

Feelings as it started
When the dark clouds moved away
I saw the tree open
The light shone through
Stars fall in the bright sky
Sun shining through the peaceful night
Life of the openness
We promised us
Like you promised me
As our vows held upon thee
The pale clouds
The flying doves
The everyday's you
The always me
The very us

The Thing We Have

Just my knight
Just his beloved
Always his
Always mine

Time

I need the time
I need to know if we are really suitable for each other
I don't want to waste your time
I don't want to use up mine
I don't want to step into something where it might be just an act of a repulse
I don't want you to step into something that might land you into deep blackhole
I don't want to be pressurized by anything
I don't need you to be pressurized
I just need to know
I need to be myself

Bio

My name is Raymond
I am a mix blood
I am a christian
I am 19 this year
I teach music
I major viola
I am currently in the army
I am open about myself being gay
I love caucasians
I want to live in Scotland
I want to die in God's hands
Last but not least
I love Kenny