Evolution???

Today i decided to meet up a few of my friends so as to catch up with each other...

Throughout the meeting, I realised that they changed alot.

Not physically but mentally..

Or maybe,

I am the one that never changed at all..

Human is amazing to a certain extent actually..

How they stay and never change for life..maybe

And how the rest keep on track with the world's latest information..

Human can be fast and that's godspeed

Huamn can also be slow and that's really decades

For me..

I think I should just vanish away from wherever I belong..I don't even know where is that

Maybe..this will be the best for me..

Dreams..

I had the weirdest dream last night..

In that dream, i cried throughout everything..

Even nothing happened, only of my exschoolmate came talking to me and i started bursting into tears..

This dream is weird but, i could really felt it.

That pain, that sorrow..

I could feel the tears in my dream..

In my dream, I saw the seashore.

It was way below me..

Within sight, beyond reach..

I saw sunset..

I felt you..

Maybe, perhaps..

In that dream of mine,

I'm searching for you...

But i failed or whatever...

Should I know that what is this dream about,

I would choose not to wake up...

And dream forever till I find you..

At least I could be with you..

...In my dreams..

Yong Gan

Hei an zhong
Ji jing shen chu de shuang shou
Bing leng de kong qi xiang huo
Hai pa you shou shou
Lu tai yuan
Shui de yan shen yong yuan
Mang mu gen ni yi qi zou
Zen yang cai hui dong
Ji yi li
Ai yi gai zong shi wen rou
You le zhe yi qie cai neng bu ba hei ye
Shi wo yong gan tai jiu
Jue ding wei ni yi ge ren er huo
Bu neng shuo chu kou
Na me zhe mo
Yong gan le tai jiu
Chen shi chong man duan zhan de yan huo
Wu chu duo
Zhao liang le chen mo
Ming bai shi ji mo
Shui shuo guo
Ai hui rang ren bu zi you
Suo yi ni yao wo deng hou
Huan ni de zhui qiu
You tai duo
Kuai le zi si zuo jie kou
Ni rang wo zui hou ba xin tong dang yong you
Shi wo yong gan tai jiu
Jue ding wei ni yi ge ren er huo
Bu neng shuo chu kou
Na me zhe mo
Yong gan le tai jiu
Chen shi chong man duan zhan de yan huo
Wu chu duo
Zhao liang le chen mo
Ming bai shi ji mo
Ye tai hei Kan bu jian
Ni zai wo shen bian
Xin shang bei lei shui shi qu fang bei
Shi wo yong gan tai jiu
Jue ding wei ni yi ge ren er huo
Bu neng shuo chu kou
Na me zhe mo
Yong gan le tai jiu
Chen shi chong man duan zhan de yan huo
Wu chu duo
Zhao liang le chen mo
Ai yuan lai ji mo

Sorry

Sorry that i cant tell you what had happened..

Maybe i will tell you later

Please don't be angry with me

I didnt mean to hide from you

Please understand..

I'm feeling confused right now..

I don't know what i wanna type...

I just don't...

Don't leave me alone...

Where are you..

I haven't seen you for a very, very long time...

At least to me, its a very, very long time...

I'll be waiting...

Its been a really long time from i last saw you...

At least to me its really a long time already...

Maybe you heard from others the things i did...

I have got nothing to say regarding to that...

But not seeing you made me felt really very pain from deep inside my heart...

I'm feeling very, very terrible...

I just hope that you could talk to me and treat me like before...

Don't abandon me..

I can't go on without you...

You are the one im always searching for...

You're the one i've loved all the long...

Sorry to Weiling

Sometimes..people shouldn't believed in gossips too much

Sadly, i did it..i actually believed the gossip and kept it on going..

Maybe i'm just too dumb to actually join in the 'trend' and gossiped around..

I'm glad that she forgaved me...

But still..i would be guilty...

I had the choice not to listen to the gossip and totally forget about it..

But i did not..

Instead, i go on with it..

Maybe i should just keep away from such stuffs...

Or maybe people should just abandon me and leave me alone...

Maybe this will do others good...

I just hope that i did not hurt her too deeply...

Through this blog, i here by a an official apologisation to

Weiling...

I'm sorry for what i had done to you...

I don't know whether you know who is the one that let me knew all this...

But if you really do know who..

Please don't hate that person..

I'm actually at no right to ask for anything..

But..please don't hate that person...