Why...

Some say i should say...
Some say i should not...
Inside me...
I truly wanna let you know...
But i can't put myself through to tell you...
Maybe i am afraid i can't face reality...
I am really useless...
Worthless...
Why ain't i possible to tell you straight to the point...
Everytime...
I see your charming eyes...
Your eyes that gives that lovely gaze...
The more i see you...
The more i feel worthless...
Why can't i juz confess my love to you...
Why...

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I suck

What am i gonna do...
All this crap im facing...
There is you and you...
How am i gonna do...
What can i do...
Fate is playing a joke?..
But i just don't wanna face such problems...
Be it that i'm coward or what so ever..
Why cant' fate let me get to know just you....
I rather let it be that way than this...
Or maybe...
I'm crap...
Not others...
But me...
Maybe i have to leave..
Leave this place i never thought i belong to...
I can't take it...
This pressure...
I...
Am sorry...

You...

Its been a long time since i felt this again...
Is it that I still could not let it go...
Is it that I still could not face reality...
I felt as if I'm greatly under pressure...
I wish you could hear my pain and sorrow...
People say ending lives is an act of stupidity...
Perhaps to me...
Its a kind of realease...
Seeing you makes me feel heavenly...
Seeing you makes me feel living hell...
I really wish to tell everyone who you are...
But I can't...
I just can't...
At least for your sake...
Secretly I looked at you with nobody's notice...
My heart is as if it got stabbed...
Stabbed by countless numbers of sharp objects...
I even dreamt of you few days ago...
I felt even more painful...
Is it just my depression...
Maybe yes...
I would assume so...
For others I may not know...
But I will...
I will wait for you...
Be it twenty years or thirty years...
I will wait for you...

Noted by Jing Xuan(:

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