Gratitude

Many times
A picture speaks a thousand words
This time
Five words are more than enough

Thank you for loving me.

Blind

The sky is so dark
The rain just keeps pouring
Time is moving so slow
Did you see the sun
Did you see the rainbow

Like every bell you hit
No jingles
Just silence
Just quietness
So lonely

I feel so naked
So vulnerable
Where the hell am I
I need to stop breathing
And yet
The only thing I can do is
Keep breathing

Keep Breathing

To Live, or Not To Live.

I choose not to.

Vapourise...

The love I had
Was never lesser than anyone
I was blessed
With the greatest love
From my family
Friends
And him

I am but a cruel shell with a beautiful heart
My body will soon be destroyed
But my soul will always be with the ones I love dearly
That I keep to my heart the closest everyday

I am not afraid to die
But I don't want the ones I love dearly
To know that I am leaving
Because I know this pain will hurt them
Worse than piercing swords

If there is one last thing I want to do it right
I want them to live happy and remember the good times
For they are my angels that protected me for so long
All I ask for is their lifetime happiness
I want to die making this world happy
At least it will be a good thing...

Existence

Like the wind
We soar through the sky
Like the cloud
They overwhelm the sun
Like the rain
She cries an ocean
Like the sun
He shines again
Like the tree
The will stands steadily
Like the river
Memories flow swiftly
Like the sky
The heart broadens

Unlike any of them;
I am nothing.

His Name Is...

He is the wind in the aspen trees
He is the roar of the rolling sea
He is the call of a mighty bird
He is the voice of a spoken word
His name is like music
Can't you hear his song
His name is like music
And my voice lives on
And I sing wherever I go
If you will listen,then you'll know
His name is like music
He is my song
He is a hush of a gentle rain
He is the tap on a window pane
He is the calm of a lullaby
He is a sound of a mother's sigh
His name is like music
Can't you hear his song
His name is like music
And my voice lives on
I will sing wherever I go
If you will listen,then you'll know
His name is my strength
...You are my song

Vision.

Hour Glass

When the chains of chains starts to move
Each layer gets thicker
The blade spins and spins
Revolving around what they call "cycle"
When sand sinks like a ticking clock
Layers seem to peel
And one might just disappear

I might just have lost my voice.

Break time!

Beautiful

对不起，我爱你

....

害怕

忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
那些和日记一起收藏的过往
孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长
想
我没有很刻意让自己不去想
那些和照片静止的模样
我学着坚强
坚强到不用学着不想
学着遗忘
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃
还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去
还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你
还是害怕的不经意听见你的消息
然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰
当拥有已经是失去
就勇敢的放弃
还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记
还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定
然而当爱最后的出口是分离
我会这么相信
走下去
忘
我没有很努力要自己去遗忘
遗忘

Thousand apologies.

Through my eyes
I felt the lights dimmed
Through my ears
I see the voices masked behind walls
Through my skin
I hear the temperature whisky away
As though time fell into a dark hole
Just as the star overwhelmed by the overcrowding darkness
Just as my heart swallowed itself

Like a major chord descending its steps to the minor
Like a flight of stairs when you missed one
Like a humanoid so perfect but without a soul

I am sorry I masked the voices behind walls
I am sorry I have overwhelmed the stars with darkness
I am sorry I have made you missed a step from the stairs

Though you have already forgiven
It is still in me to say this to you

I'm sorry.

Clean White Love

I left the keys in the car
I left the door ajar
I didn't want to be alone

These are the days and the nights
of these sweet humbling heights
and I know it used to be home

Whisk me away
i'll be yours for a day
in heavenly fields which we roam

A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're too clean white love
What are you doing?
What you doing, what ya doing to me?
What are you doing to my head?

A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're too clean white love.
I give my heart on the evening of June 25th
Oh, everybody's looking for a fix

Hey...

Sell me a sign
I'll cut the telephone line
Just to keep the quotations alive

Oh you're bleeding me dry
but the feeling is blind
and I know you're looking divine.

Sell me it straight
Oh, it might be too late
Keep on breaking the rules

Oh...
A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
What are you doing?
What you doing, what ya doing to me?
What are you doing to my head?

A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're too clean white love.
I give my heart on the evening of June 25th
Oh, everybody's looking for a fix

Oh.... Oh a oh....

And this love is diseased
there's a cure
I need that medicine
to get to the core

Remember this place
It's left to the fates
but it's kind to be cruel

Oh...
A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
What are you doing?
What you doing, what ya doing to me?
What are you doing to my head?

A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're too clean white love.
What are you doing?
What you doing, what ya doing to me?
What are you doing to my head?

A woah ah oh you're my clean white love
A woah ah oh you're too clean white love.
What are you doing?
What you doing, what ya doing to me?
What are you doing to my head?

In my heart on the evening of June 25th
Oh, everybody's looking for a fix

Ohhh... ah ohhh......

Here I Am

When I Need You

For Good

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you


Because I knew you


I have been changed for good


And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for


But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share


And none of it seems to matter anymore


Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood


Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood


Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been
Changed for the better


And because I knew you...


Because I knew you...


Because I knew you...
I have been changed for good...

Rubber Band

Sometimes
I feel that we are so different
Like we belong to two different worlds....