No.

I do not want to celebrate Christmas.

Pacing the chase

Tonight is such a quiet night
My mind stopped
My soul is at halt
I looked at the brilliant, shimmering stars
They are not moving
They are not connecting to me
I am not connected to them at all
Everything is still
I have my five senses
But my sight does not see
I hear no sound
My nose does not smell
I taste no flavours
My skin does not feel
When did the wind stop blowing
When did I stop shining
I am still walking
Still chasing
When did the bird stop flying
When did you stop glowing
You are still walking
Still pacing
Tonight is such a peaceful night
Stop...
Chase...
Halt...
Pace...
It is a night

Not Okay.

Well
I am not okay.
All these times
I had to block it off
See pass these hard times
To tell myself
That it's okay
Today
I am telling you
I am telling everybody
Fuck it
I am not okay.
Just
Fuck it.

Bonjour Paris!

Shake it Out

When you fail to see the Sun from the clouds

When you fail to get up from a fall
When you fail to show your emotions to the mass
What would you see
When everything turns dark
When nothing matters anymore
What then
Would you feel
And then
You remember that
The Sun is warm and strong
Although standing alone
She stands strong
And then you realised that
With every fall comes courage
And it only gets stronger
And this time
You finally feel
That fear is also an emotion
Only to make you your strongest
To bring you power
To feel
To bring you strength
To control
To bring you faith
To love
I see the light returning
While darkness goes back to hiding
I see everything stands clear
When nothing becomes distant
This is then
What I felt.

Walk

When time stops
The dark cloud starts moving in
As you see the sun kissing you goodbye
You know that the land is going to sleep
You know that the sea is whispering
And you know that
You are bidding your farewell

Brushes of fields
Gentling kissing your lips
Seeing an endless horizon
Going through the far end
And softly patting you from your back
When I see the red mixing the yellow
When I see the yellow mixing with the blue
When I see everything
Turning into nothing
Turning into a quiet dream
What did you see?

To all
To them
To he
To she
To it
To us
To me
To you

Thank You

Thank you for loving me
Thank you for letting me into your world
Thank you for bringing me into you
Without you
I wouldn't have known what love is
Without you
I wouldn't have been so true
Without you
I wouldn't have been so clear
With you by my side
I could care less about the world
With you by my side
I could cry with a shoulder to lean on
With you by my side
I could walk till the sun sleeps
With you around me
I have become decent
With you around me
I have seen more than what the eye has to offer
I miss you
I love you
And you are the only one I love
It was you
It is you
And it will be you
It has always been you.