End of this chapter.

Its a reply that I don't think that you will ever get to read it. Forever Yi Zu, its just those days when we were still pure and innocent. Today, both of us have changed, be it good or bad. We are not who we were and never will we able to see the 'we' ever again. I can tell you, we use to be very good friends, but now both of us sees almost everything differently and I have to say that I still strongly disagree with things that you're doing now. But eventually, you are still you. What you choose in the end, its your own decision. No one could or should interfere with your own choice. Likewise for me. We will still be musicians partners/friends. Whether will we have that bond between each other, we won't know and seriously, I don't think that bond exist between us anymore. Sad to say but, You and I are just neutrual friends from now onwards. We might still laugh at some silly nonsense I talk about. We may do silly things like any nonsense I can think of. You have hurt me and tarnish this friendship like dust, I will tolerate and wish to explain no more. What has been done is already done and nothing can recuperate it. What made you today will be what you become in future and what path i choose, i will never regret. All I have to say is, you take care of youself. Political scenes in Chinese Orchestra is not as simple as you see and think. That's what I can advice you on and I believe anyone will tell you the same thing if they are really you good. Farewell, pal.

Love

BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE . You are very difficult to get. You have big requirements and this one you love must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt your heart she/he will be the most happy person in the world. You need someone who shoes you that you are someone SPECIAL and it makes you feel good to see that you are loved. She/He shall know that you could easily get another girl/boyfriend ,but you won't as long as you love your partner. when she/he hurts you, you will hurt him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If your partner cheated you ,you would react cold and immediately (try to) forget or to hurt him/her. TIP: Try to show your partner what you really feel! You are very good at hiding your true emotions, which can make you seem to be arrogant. --->its me that this report is about.

Kinda late, but ya...

Beautiful! Its just gorgeous! I just updated the pictures I took in Vietnam, it is definately a place I would go again. A place with the pace just right, the peace and the love. To spend one's life there, its just happiness. I would say Vietname, I fell in love with you(=

Snowing

When the sun shines on earth
Every part of her is bestowed with different blessings
Warm light shines on you
Constant rain falls upon them
And the sad snow got to me
Walking in a distance
Or maybe a distant
Cold air embraced me
When will I turn to him
Or will he turn to me
Walking in a desert snow
Literally walking into a living grave
Literally walking into the end of life
The sky is so red
The air is so thin
The snow is black
Walking on the ice
Or walking on the big frozen ocean am I not
Killing the silence with noises
While the silence is slowly killing me
So be it
Black snow falls on my land
Bestow me with a death wish
Take me
Bring me
And never shall we come back again
Ever Again

Almost dead.

Its the 2nd time in my life that i got a fever during rehearsals, and it really sucked! Yesterday the chamber were havin rehearsals, I thought my fever had already subsided. And for all I know, it came back. I seriously could see the notes moving about and I nearly vomitted, hardly even play anything yesterday. And I got stuffs to attend to today, like my fever better subside before this Thursday's rehearsal. By the way, do come and catch this 1st kids' symphony concert. We are featuring Mozart's repetoires. Anybody interest please msn me. Thanks!