Thank You

Thank you for loving me
Thank you for letting me into your world
Thank you for bringing me into you
Without you
I wouldn't have known what love is
Without you
I wouldn't have been so true
Without you
I wouldn't have been so clear
With you by my side
I could care less about the world
With you by my side
I could cry with a shoulder to lean on
With you by my side
I could walk till the sun sleeps
With you around me
I have become decent
With you around me
I have seen more than what the eye has to offer
I miss you
I love you
And you are the only one I love
It was you
It is you
And it will be you
It has always been you.

Be OK

Nothing special
But just to let you know
I am still here when you need me
Times may be difficult
But things will get better
Like we always know it
Eventually
You will be OK
I will be OK
We will be OK
Worst comes
If I cannot pull you back from the fall
I will fall with you
At least you won't be alone
So
Everything will be OK

Love
Ray

Hope you see me like this one day
Love you

Dedication.

When you first came into my life
I knew you were the best thing that could ever happen to me
You never left me
Everyday you looked at me
With optimism and smiles
The times when we play hide-and-seek
The times when we bite each others' hand/paw
When we shower together
Getting wet at the beach
The times when we always snuggled each other to bed
When you listen to me sing
When you listen to me practice
When you listen to me talk
When you listen to me shout
When you listen to my secrets
When you listen to my bad days
The days when you do nothing
But stare outside the window on my bed
While I lie down
And stare at you
The times when I would come to your bed
And cuddle with you
When the air is too cold
I would stroke your head
And sing you to sleep
You are my baby boy
And I love you so much
Although I am far away
But I hope you can feel my love
And feel safe
For I love you
And I am sure you know
You are with me
Everywhere I go
For you are my one only
Junior.

With lots of love,
Raymond

Giving up

A Circle

When you look at the stars shimmering
I will then hear a very faint howling
From far
I could see a mermaid
As she leaps through time
Finding her lost voice

When you throw yourself a pebble
It may skid pass a pond
Maybe three bounces
Maybe four
And then you hear it's echo

Listen
And you shall be heard
Speak
And you shall be loved
Hold
And you shall be given
Breathe
And you shall be remembered

Eternity in an eye of solemness
Solitude
Is it not a virtue of silence
Like the sun seeking a foreign land
When the land was never foreign to it's warmth

And thus
The new beginning begins
Let us all arise
Only to dive in
Farther
Deeper
Stronger
And Kinder
After all
Rest is all we need
And all we have is at rest

Sometimes
There are so many things
That I want to talk to you about
From how earth was created
To how many forks should we buy
Today
The stars are shining today
The air is quiet
And I just want to say
I love you
Nothing more
Just
I love you
Even if the sky falls tomorrow
The rock turns into dust
I will still love you
All the way

Sun and Moon

As the night closes in
Like the curtains closes from a concert
People start to leave
One by one
When they go
I see the stage lights dim
Like the stars
Shimmering faintly
But I know I always have you
Like the dark sky
The moon is always there
Whether raining or clear
You promise to always be there for me

Morning arises
And when the clouds shades the earth
People start to walk the streets
Looking everywhere
I couldn't seem to find you
My heart cries for you
And your ray of light
Shines through the cloud
Just like the Sun
I remember your smile
Your laugh
Your warmth
Your embrace

Promise to never let me go
That we are forever
Until after the end of time
How can I ever miss you in my life
For you are the one
The one and only
Never to leave me
You are my Sun and my Moon

I know one day
We will never go apart ever again

Forever love,
Baby Raymond

Look To You

As I lay me down
Heaven hear me now
I am lost without a cause
After giving it my all

Winter storms have come
And darkened my sun
After all that I’ve been through
Who on earth can I turn to?


I look to you
After all my strength is gone
In you I can be strong
I look to you
And when melodies are gone
In you I hear a song
I look to you

Have to lose my breath
There's no fighting left
Sinking to rise no more
Searching for that open door

And every road that I've taken
Led to my regret
And I don't know if I'm going make it
Nothing to do but lift my head


My levees are broken
My walls are coming down on me
My rain is falling
Defeat is calling
I need you to set me free
Take me far away from the battle
I need you

I look to you

If you drop a rock in a pond
You'll hear a splash
If you pull the bow on a violin
You'll hear melodies
If you wish upon a star
You'll hear your prayers
But if you drop a feather in fire
You'll hear something very different

I miss the times when we lie down
Looking at each other
Knowing that we are with each other
Seeing you wake up to me
Kissing onto my forehead
You are always the one
The one I will always love
Wherever I am
Eastern Sea
Western Woods
Southern Sun
Northern Sky
I am always yours
To love
To wait upon
To embrace
To come back to
For I love you
And only you I give myself to

One day
When you see the sky with blue stars
Then you will see
That our hearts are one.

Natural Law

When life becomes an uncertainty
We pray for salvation
We hope for the best
Little do we know
That obstacles are there
For us to leap over
And bring life back to a greater purpose

Like what I always picture when I'm on a horse
Whether if its jumping or galloping
Both the stallion and I knew
That there are always something better
Something greater in front of us
That's why we jump
That's why we run for it

Why do we fear
Because we don't want to lose what's closest to our hearts
If indifference was meant to be great
Then God would have given us no more than a piece of rock for his love

To those who seek the rain
There will be others whom seek the sun
And those that seek to be loved
There will be others whom rather be hated
In the end
We are nothing but living through the circle of consequences

Just like the Three 'R's
We reuse our emotions
Again and again
Just to seek that very comfort inside and amongst ourselves
We reduce our basic human instinct
Just so as to reach zenith
And to forget how much magic we are standing on
Finally
We recycle our memories
Just to bring in 'better' ones
Sometimes
Forgetting that we already have the best memory within us

This is then
Our Natural Law.

Fall and Breathe

Humans
Made up of many imperfections
They smile
They love
They shout
They hate
After that
They all come together
Breathing the same air
So what do we do
We stay calm
And keep breathing
So to know that
When you fall
I am there to hold you all the way
And when I do fall
I will want you to be there for me
Even though the fall might be great
Your embrace will cushion it all
So let me fall into you
Breathe
And remember
We see the same sky
We step foot on the same soil
And
We breathe the same air.

Goodnight

Just here to say
Goodnight my love












Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Missing you

I miss you
I woke up in the middle of the night
With an empty bed
Missing your smell
Missing your touch
Missing your kiss
Missing you
I miss you so much
I just miss you so deeply

I love you
My husband

Goodnight

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

Another Day

Hi

How are you?
I hope you had a great day and evening
I pray that you will be okay
I wish that you can stop being angry
I am sorry that I have did bad things
I am upset that I cannot make you any happier
I am loathed at for what I behaved

Nevertheless,
I love you
It is okay that you don't believe
It is not okay
But it will be okay
One day
You will know
That I speak the truth
And only the truth
Is in me

Have a Goodnight

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

A rainy day

Gloomy day
Cloudy day
Rainy day
It rained all day
Never stopped
I did nothing much today
I had friends that came over to spend time with me
Nothing much happened today
A couple of bad dreams in the night
But nothing bad happened
I pray that you will be happy
And I know you will be


Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

One Day

Nothing more
Nothing less
Just need you to know that

I love you

One day
When you stop fighting
You will know then
That
I truly love you

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Canberra

People say Canberra is boring
No one should need to live there

And this is my Canberra, using my own eyes, to you









Without you
Canberra is nothing
Canberra was great
Because you and I
Showed others how beautiful it actually is

Forever Yours,
Baby Raymond

You are...

You are
A very intelligent
A very capable
A very charming
A very handsome man
You will succeed in every thing you do
And people will be lining up to you
They are probably doing it now already
And it's good for you
What am I to say anything right?
I am just an ordinary person
That got in your way
That may have
In a way
Helped you find love
Aside the anger
Sadness
I helped you find love
Love that you least expect it to come

I am nothing more than ordinary person
Unlike you
You have everything you want
And you will never lose
You always win
I don't mind losing
Because I need you more than you ever needed me
And I guess that's okay
That you will never know

You are an amazing person
And
I am
Nothing but an ordinary person

You are always my husband
That loves me deeply
And
I am always the baby
That never stop loving you

Forever yours,
Baby Raymond

Sea

Alone inside my head
I'm sorry
But I feel so lonely trapped inside my skin
It's colder when I breathe
I'm a ship that is out to sea
It is the way you move
It is the way you turn me
The way I sing for you
And all the sounds
Make you fall from all the ways that keep you far from me
And all I hear
Are the voices in the air that keep reminding me
You're all that is in my head
You cover up your feet
Walk away with me
The nights were lovely and the wind still blowing
You can tell me how you feel
You're not standing here
In fact
You're no where near
It is a dream
I'm having and I keep relapsing
All that is in my head