I am very happy=]

Weee~~!!!!haha....well...performed for S.P.C.O. as guest musician tonight..BUT!!!..tts not my happy incident wor...hehe....'ta' was there as guest player too!!!...hehe....den we chatted alot of rubbish...or rather, i got entertained...wahahaha...co0l huh...the part tt i feel HEAVEN is when 'ta' touched my cheek, my chin, my spine area & my thigh!!!=p....today is my happiest day of my life!!!!!!!......today really rox!!!....i accompanied 'ta' for 2x dinner!!!...PIG...i even da le 'ta' de du zi....felt so secure kinda a feeling when im physically interacting with 'ta'...dun think dirty hor.. not tt kinda interact k =x...ai yah!!!too happy le....buaiz!...i wanna go n view 'ta' pics n go to slp liao...night!!!!!wish all things n objects on earth happy!!!!....WO YONG YUAN AI NI!!!!=)

Mirror...Life...Past...Present...Future?

Once upon a time, there was a scholar... He couldn't understand why his girlfriend wants to break with him when he treats her positively... And so, he went to the temple to seek a monk to get enlightened... After knowing the situation, the monk gave him a mirror and told him to look into the mirror... In the mirror, he sees a very beautiful beach... On the beach, there is a young and beautiful lady already dead lying on the beach naked... Later on, through the mirror, the scholar saw a man passed by... He saw the lady, he shooked his head and walk away... After which, another person passed by... He saw the lady, he took off his shirt and covered the lady and walk away... Lastly, the 3rd person passed by... He saw the lady, he dug a hole and buried the lady in a proper manner... After watching this image, the scholar got confused and asked the monk for explanation... The monk then told him, "You are the person that covered her with your shirt... She came to the 'Present' to return you this favour... And now....she has to return the big favour to the person that buried her properly..." Upon hearing this, the scholar finally understood... Everything was predestined before anyone knew it... But no matter what... The scholar waits everyday.... Never failed to stop waiting... Even if the girls get married, he will still be secretly by her side... Protecting her.... Even if its a life in exchange for another.... He waited till he died... After his death, the monk found a letter under his clothes... "Zi Yi Fei Ci Yi, Ai Jun Wei Jun Wang, Si Guo Ai Guo, Qing Fei Ding Ren, Lun Hui Zai Xu'' ...

Where Can I Go...

Hell waits upon my arrival. Heaven will not tolerate my presence. Earth pities me. Where else can I go? How far can I stretch to seek help? How long can I find a pillar to hold upon? How pathetic I can be. Face reality. I'm all alone. I cry upon the stary night. I pray among the noisy crowds. What am I trying to show? I don't know. Where am I going? Where can I go? There is nowhere else i can head to. The very end of my journey........

I don't know

Yay!!!!Cheng san concert was rather successful.....wahaah!!!!Our encore was rather weird...but audience seems to enjoy it...haha....But that not all people are feeling well.... Chai Xia was ill before the rehearsal....but she was alright later....during the breaks before that actual performance starts, i went to take the brosure went to the corridor to get my pipa and i saw 'ta' ....'ta' stretched 'ta' hand forward as if 'ta' expect to get something from me...haha....then i went to weiling and company....they playing "The Unforgettable Water Splashing Event"....haha....Minutes later the performance started....we played Dreamt of the Red Chamber as our opening piece...and Charm of Autumn.....and it was interval already!...(thats why i say....tai xia yi ge zhong....tai shang yi fen zhong...)then we went backstage's corridor ...then me...you guo, weiling played "give me a rose"haha...and played "Cao yuan xiao jie mei"!!!whaaha.....and soon interval was over...and we continued our pieces....we played "Reveire of the Green Pastures", "An Eagle's Romance", and the climax of the conert, "The Legend of the Dragon"!!!!Woohooo....haha....exciting...and later we played "Chi dao shang de yue hui" and "Ying Chun Jie Fu" for encore....haha....after everything....everyone was infested by an idiom..."Guang Mang Wan Zhang"....wahahah....at last...i reached home....after my bath....stil thinking of 'ta'.....spending my time thinking of 'ta'....haha....so late le...better go sleep..night!....lonely star.....

---You---

Climbed over mountains Swam across ocean Walk through crowds Searched beyond time Emptiness... Lost... Sad... Where are you... I can't find you... Blood flowed constantly out from my body... Tears flowed thoroughly out from my eyes... Where are you... Where can I find you... Are you above the mountains... Are you underneath the ocean... Or are you in the crowds... I can't see you... I can't find you.. I seek you... I need you... Where do I belong... Where is my destination... Where should I go... I'm trapped beyond time... Wrapped between minds... Where are you....... ..............*I will be waiting*

Destiny

When was the start of all this...? When did the cogs of fate begin to turn...? Perhaps is impossible to grasp that answer now, From deep within the flow of time... But for certainly back then, We loved so many, yet hated so much, We hurt others and were hurt ourselves... Yet even then, we ran like the wind, Whilst our laughter echoed, Under cerulean skies...

|=iM hApPy=|

yoohooo~~weikang came my house overnight....we crapped alot of rubbish!!!haha.....i mean like thats what we always do!!!!wahaha...im crazy....den we ate maggie mee!!!wahaha....all day leh..well...counted as bah...haha...den he wore his uni plaus jacket all day...even sleeping!!!!he slept till 3pm!!!!or izit 4+???haha...im like awake since 10am....haha!!!diao!!!anywayz..im happy becos i get to tok to *ta* online....everythin was normal like last time....the way *you know who* speaks to me....im darn happy!!!!really....my colours came back suddenly...im so glad and i don't know wat to describe!!!!!argh!!!!!haha....happy happy happy!!!!!yo0ho0o!!!~~~.....wO aI nI!!!!!!!!i LoVe YoU!!!!!

Sentosa

Yay~~~went sentosa today...wahahah....i made a vy co0l spiral sort of pic frm e sand....wahaha...and i still cant forget *ta*....evrywhere i went....reminds me of *ta*.....went orchestra too...but not in the mood...haha.....haiz.....today dun have much to say leh....so long bah...i love D**r*c....:dUeL

wO aI nI

Days have passed...yet...i still loved you alot.....i cant be able to forget you....you are truly everythin to me...every single actions n words reminds me of you....you are my emotions....my body....my thinking...simply my everything.....i love u for who you are.....i love your bad points....your good points...i take you for who you are no matter what happened...i love because i truly love you.....i truly wanna stay by your side every single day and night.....like in past....you would spend time chatting on the phone with me till night fall or even midnight....i really appreciate it....pls...dont treat me as if im a stranger now.....i feel real bad....pls....dun be cold to me....for now...all i ask is you would befriend like last time....really a very very close friend..i love you....

[nO cOmMeNtS]

I HATE MYSELF Most people around me suck Sometimes things make me wonder whether do i really need friend Or rather what does a friend means to me I hate friends I hate human I hate myself I hate everyone I love friends I love human I love everyone Still I hate myself Music is my everything Also my one and only destructive weapon Studies can be a stress to people Love is a stress to me Life is stress to me I cried in my heart Laughed outside me Coldblooded is the real me But i will never forget you You really make me feel that i have reason to live to wait for you I will wait for you You until the very end of my life There is nothing more i can say about u You are to a perfect combination of god's creation Upon a hundred I will grade u none You are more than anything to be graded I can only say it deeply and truthfully from my heart I Love You D**r*c To my true best friends to me Even if u think u are not my best friends Or you don't think i am your best friend Weikang Ying Sian Marie Agatha Pei Fang Ying Ying Michelle Mavin Edwin YiTing

Meanings of Love

=[MoMeNtS oF LiFe]= There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream;go where you want to go; be what you want to be,because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past;you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end,you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Flower Without Its Glory

The flower that used to be a glory of itself Until a day when it met someone it felt fall A person that it gives a life unto his hand Life and Death Beginning and The End Everything depends on him to let it continue its life spend Gloom to Dim Loving him is all it can depend on Without him It withers faster than a rat could run Gloria of the Flower is all because of Him

Greetings!

Wha...long time nv wirte liao wor...haha....well.....im actually preparin for nov's concert rather than exams!!!!co0l huh?!haha...anywayz.....remeber to come and see Cheng San Orchestra's concert during Nov 14 and of course east CO Camp too!!!!haha...and im goin mlysia to perform with my kor , Dedric, (duno which part leh haha)durin dec 21-25...shiok right!!!!haha....but my art ar...think gonna fail leh...i dun think i have done enuff developments...haiz...wat to do....well....let nature takes its course!!!!i cant wait to take my pipa exams man!!!!Am i crazy or wat?!...haha...that sure reminds me of my viola exams....havent get my results back!!!!scared sia...haiz....anywayz....i changed my phone like weeks ago le...its 7610 nokia.....feel like changin again....erm...k nvm...im crazy...haha...well oh i nearly miss out a performance...im gonna perform in school too on the 27th of Oct....same song AGAIN(yi zhu wu qu)-.-.....HAIS~YOHS~....haha....k think tts all for today....cya :dUeL

Done~

Haha....pai seh...now den write my blog....muz understand la.....m viola exam juz ended!!!!n im not gonna touch it for 3months!!!!!haha....well....this days are quite tensed for me.....and i might change school....mayb to a music school....but i dun wana miss syf leh!!!!haiz.....haha..:duEl

Happy Birthday to Me~~

30th Of August is my Birthday...here....i wish myself a vy happy birthday!!!~~~Happy Birthday to me?~~^-^

OBS ROCKS!!!

Hey guys.....i juz came back from OBS......n miss my obs frens lots!!!!!especially our prince charming Louis.....!!!!oh man....we nearly cried when we gave him e luv letter we wrote to him.....we even told him we luv u~!!!!:'(.....haha...anywayz...columbos rox!!!!!i luv my group best cos we have Nan which was such a joker!!!haha....Hanisah, Xuenie and Nazirah tt could cook nice foods!!!Yi Long , Rudy, Adam tt could help out alot!!!!Hasyimah n Sheereen tt is fun to be with!!!!!Of course AYdil and Shayrul tt encourages us!!!!Me that has e obserbavant eyes among all!!!!last but not least...our Prince Charming,Louis tt guides through ways of life~!!!!haha...still remember tt Wednesday whhen we were camping in e jungle n there was a heavy rain in e mid night....my group columbus was like helding a life vest above our head and wokin under rain repairin our leakin tent!!!!!hahaa....and we even had our mini camp fire around 3am!!!!!oh!!!!and we had our 18km Kayaking around Pulau Ubin which makes about 9hrs!!!!shiok right!!!!haha...and now my skin is like a BBQ pig!!!!haha...but i luv it!!!!.....come to think of it...frm e 1st day we met each other....we chatted vy little until tuesday when i strted to crap jokes with them n we paired up for 3Ds....n wednesday we went hiking as great pals......to thursday we had our bond of great frenship....and friday our saddest day when every1 is gonna leave each other....when we read our 1st luv letter to Prince Charming Louis, we saw his eyes were shiny with tears......we were all vy sad....lots of ppl cried!!!!!i felt like cryin to.....haizz~....frm obs...i learnt alot of things.....i learn to b confident....became more n more sociable with every single one....etc.....OBS is really fun....i strongly recommend everyone to join!!!!....but till now i think my group Columbus that misses the most is our Big Brother aka Prince Charming,Louis.....On behalf of everyone from Columbus....i wanna say again....We Love You!!!!!!!!We Will Meet Again!!!!!!;)

Whao~~~some great teahcer call Mdm Peh Siew Hoon wants to change e history of pipa...-L-

hahaa...great!!!mdm peh say i play fen zhi lun is rong!!!!tryin to change pipa history eh...which means she is findin fault with e world's pipa player!!!!who does she think she is!!!!juz merely a diploma in soprano doesnt mean everythin!!!!tt fat ass bitch!!!!pls lor wat she learn is only e surface of pipa...she only noes pipa uses 5 fingers to play...does she noes tt pipa has 110 techniques?!..does she noe tt pipa wasnt a chinese instrument??!!!...well, obviously, she dun!!!n she wanna act big abt it!!!!pls ..oh god ...pipa is originated frm Persian~!!!lamer....n pls hor....110 techniques even i can only play out 56 kind of it...u?!....wana say its rong???wat right hav u!?...juz cos tt u r hod of music in PRCS?!....oh pls....wanna argue abt co instruments...go Beijing and have some course bah~!!!!fat ass bitch!!!alot more tt i wanna say de lor!!!!!do u noe tt PRCSian doesnt like u!!!!only students frm other sch treat u ok nia...get it OK NIA....not even a masters of music...not to mention bachelor.....pls lor....tok to wall n get out of OUR sight.....get losrt~!!!!LOST IN E DRAIN!!!!FAST ASS BITCH!!!

Class Unity

yOyO...long time no write...haha....today ar ...sch was fun today...haha ....today's topic is about class unity~!...haha....this mornin when having m.t. class...our 'great' teacher Ms Lee Moi Moi a.k.a L.M(sq)...thought us this word 'tuan jie' which means unity....and expects a volunteer to explain the word....and so my bestest friend...Marie.....raised up....and gave her example of Powerpuff Girls uniting and turn into the Rabit Lady(ppl that watch ppf girls shld b familiar with e rabbit lady;])....logical explanantion BUT!....L.M(sq) ask Marie wats P.P.F Girls in chinese but she duno so she kept quiet....and L.M(sq) call her to stand outside....after which....she continue with her lesson...until halfway...she wants a student to stand up and read a passage...no one did!!!!so she said this,"Good, u guys purposely de right ?! den u guys better dun tok later"(direct translation frm madarin to english)...after saying this...every1 started to chit chat and play n etc. again.....then suddenly came a voice...my another classmate named Shu Yuan,"this is called united..."...haha...she was so angry....she went back to the staff room...whoohooo~hahaah:dUel

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Haha...nth really special...didn go sch today..busy with pipa exams..haha:duel

REHI!!!!

Heyhey...haha...yeah...finlly got back my comp...pai seh so long den get it back....anywayz....remember to watch my concert on Sept 14th !!!!i playin pipa solo!!!!hah pipa rocks to e core~!!!!!