One Day

One day…
Life would be different
Have you ever thought of that one day?
That you might stop existing in me
And I stopped living inside you
What if life stop taking the path it should?
And yields into a different disbelief
That one day
Where you and I ceased to exist in a similar, concrete space
Where feelings diminished into thoughts
And thoughts into memories
Eventually vaporizing into an empty void
What if that one day never came unto
Would you still remember me?
Would you still remember that one day
When we fell in love under the stars?
I wouldn't ever need to forget you
Because… One day.

Come...

For you have wings
I was able to soar
For you have courage
I was able to confront
For you had love
I am able to move on

However far I may run
You will know where I hide
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every thought I rake
You were always ahead of me
 Just in case I fall

So
Say you're home
And
I will come.

No.

I do not want to celebrate Christmas.

Pacing the chase

Tonight is such a quiet night
My mind stopped
My soul is at halt
I looked at the brilliant, shimmering stars
They are not moving
They are not connecting to me
I am not connected to them at all
Everything is still
I have my five senses
But my sight does not see
I hear no sound
My nose does not smell
I taste no flavours
My skin does not feel
When did the wind stop blowing
When did I stop shining
I am still walking
Still chasing
When did the bird stop flying
When did you stop glowing
You are still walking
Still pacing
Tonight is such a peaceful night
Stop...
Chase...
Halt...
Pace...
It is a night

Not Okay.

Well
I am not okay.
All these times
I had to block it off
See pass these hard times
To tell myself
That it's okay
Today
I am telling you
I am telling everybody
Fuck it
I am not okay.
Just
Fuck it.

Bonjour Paris!

Shake it Out

When you fail to see the Sun from the clouds

When you fail to get up from a fall
When you fail to show your emotions to the mass
What would you see
When everything turns dark
When nothing matters anymore
What then
Would you feel
And then
You remember that
The Sun is warm and strong
Although standing alone
She stands strong
And then you realised that
With every fall comes courage
And it only gets stronger
And this time
You finally feel
That fear is also an emotion
Only to make you your strongest
To bring you power
To feel
To bring you strength
To control
To bring you faith
To love
I see the light returning
While darkness goes back to hiding
I see everything stands clear
When nothing becomes distant
This is then
What I felt.